11/15/24

we are at a water park. there are giant slides everywhere and also a river that runs through a canyon; you can rent a raft and float all day in the sun. how beautiful, i say, this will be a great day. it's ugly and dirty here, everyone else says, we want to go home and far away from this awful place. i don't know if im gaslit or psychotic or desperate. i dont care. i just want the raft and the sun. and for you to stay.